LOL(lots of love) (11th of October)

A short while staying at the lab, I was taught by my smartass owner who showed me part of his project, and eventually let me try soldering first time ever in my life. There is nothing I would find boring, all I care at that moment was whether I was doing it right with a 300+ degree thingy melting a tiny metal and flowing the filler metal into the joint. He held my hair at the back just in case it flung back to the front...

Labbing time was fun, but shopping time was even more worth mentioning here. We walked all the way to Coles nearby to get the food we wanted to cook later. I felt like a daughter of his being held by his warm hand, and led to our dream land. The long walk to his apartment was a bit tiring, I mean, yes, just a bit. Fun, on the other hand, since I didn't feel how long we had been walking along with that epic talk of ours. Though I had to admit that the plastic bag was slightly heavy for my hand to carry, I still wanted to at least do something for this person. And yes, it wasn't really my fault. Seriously speaking, it was the plastic bag itself. It was broken half way through, and he had to use two broken stripes to carry the  whole thing home. Other than this, we joked around me not being able to fix my own printer for a while due to my ultimate procrastination...

It was all good seeing my owner to cook for me the first time at his house. Knowing that I am a noob in cooking, my job here was to be a companion, watching him to cook the whole time. I couldn't help with anything but stand there being teased by him >.> I tickled him occasionally in order to show my presence. You know how bad I felt when standing there and doing nothing?>.> Yes...I might have to learn some time soon in order not to let him feel lonely when we cook again next time...

During our lunch time at his room, we were watching this ancient movie. Laughing out loud when we should, belittling some characters as some plot progressed, and showing hatred to the ones as we were supposedly do.

I had no reason not to be happy when the happiest thing I had for the day was all about this confession, which brought us together for the time being. Everything started quick and sparkling romance followed by his own recording. This person played his recent recording when hugging me tight, trying to hold my hand at the same time. I guess I'd never forget how strong I felt towards every word coming from his mouth. The sincerity, love, connection and all that have made up a perfection. There was nothing being able to beat up that fair moment of an epic confession. I mean, it was more of a flashback for me to hear he describe the feeling he had with me from the first time we met up, the first time we went to underground film festival together, every memory is the best memory of its own. I cried, like immensely feeling that wholehearted speech, I couldn't hold my tears of being happy, and touching.

He held me tight from the chair. Later we stood up, having some tight hugs for half an hour. Nobody let go of the other. The closeness I felt there was inexplainably good, like one of the best feeling to have someone for loving you. To be loved, and love, is something that exchange our feeling from physical attraction. But more importantly is that the tenderness I felt from his touch, the little smirk on my cheek and forehead, to a lovely and slightly shy request if he could kiss me, was all that I could feel how little thing has pulled us even closer than ever.

We lied on his bed, having this heartfelt random talk with constantly showing affection to each other in a way of kissing. Passion lit up from the glow of kiss. We didn't even know how long we had been lying on his bed for, the only thing I noticed was that he likes to watch my face no matter whatever we do. His eyes would see me as though he could penetrate my soul...

You got nothing more to ask for, because you have everything right there....including my first time experience that I want to share with the world here is that I helped my owner to wash the dishes before we left his house. I didn't know how clumsy I looked at that time, but at least I was willing to take part in doing some housework for somebody, that's enough...

Noodle night market was awesome, epic awesome!! I mean, how can you resist the temptation knowing there are more than hundreds of food choices there for you. We couldn't even make up our mind in the beginning. Instead, we walked around the whole park for several times and hesitatingly to pick our favourites out of the many. In order to reduce that epic waiting time in the line, we didn't really find a proper spot to sit down, but sometimes standing at the line while having the food we had already order. Even though it might be packed in the crowd, I hugged my owner fairly tight in case the next second I would lose this person. One moment I love the best was when we sat under the tree, having this talk about the first day we met, the gradual emotional change throughout the whole time we've been knowing each other so far. And I fed him with chicken wings after he fed me mine. Later naughty me rub my dirty little fingers on his face. The sticky sauce was all over his left cheek and he tried to do the same to me, but I dodged it. Trolling escalated to the point where I licked the sauce off his cheek, following by a passionate kiss after two eyes met. SO.DAMN.ROMANTIC...>.>


Towards the end of the night, we couldn't get on the train at St James since the station was already closed by then, we were led by these two men til we reached Townhall. Getting home by 12ish. Before I headed off to bed, I left a long message to my dearest owner who also wholeheartedly left me some super long messages after he finished talking to his mummy from oversea.

I just want to say I feel really lucky to have made one of my best decisions in this year for joining this language exchange group. Without this, I would have never known such a wonderful person in my life. Being happy with someone is more of a good feeling, the cosy feeling for the time being. Not to make this too cliche and I'd not want to be a cheesy ball here in the public (though I've already done so...) but glad to have someone to think alike, what's more I expect? Enjoy being with this great listener and idea sharer, that's what I'm appreciated to have... Thank you owner :) plus thanks for the cooking, the talk, our awesome night AND confession.... wub you~